Deployments!

Well....this is my very first blog entry and I have just the thing that I want to talk about!! Deployments!...Me and my husband have been married almost a year...he is in the Army and about to deploy angain!! He deployed for 4 months last year...i handled pretty good last time. But im not sure how im gonna do this time. He's gonna be gone for 12 months this time. I can't cope really well this type of thing. I knew what I was getting into when I married him...but I don't like being away from him! It's just too much! They don't get paid enough to put their lives in danger! And to top it all off I am away from my family...and its really hard! I just need the support of family. He leaves in December!....right before Christmas and right before out 1 year wedding anniversary! It sucks!!!